L as things were not easy for a while here. In the worst of the storm said, I'm not going to be alone, despite being at her from afar. Every day for three weeks, he approached slowly and suspiciously. Able to reach me. I was in her and she me. And once we were face to face, I kept saying to myself: I will not be. Had placed too much reliance on the outside, and now counting on it. Over the years, with my permission, changed some other things in my way. No the woman was outspoken, independent and confident that I ever was. Quite the contrary. Still, the storm failed me. I gave myself completely to someone who knew I was not going to fail. And without knowing the course, and even without knowing, trust and hope.
Many things happened, hard, ugly, dramatic and decisive. I always felt peace, that passeth understanding. Safety, it feels like when you're in good hands. And although you could not see and not see the horizon, the Fe accompanied me at all times, like today, because there is something better there.
Without God it would have been impossible. Thanks to him for making you look!
Today I am involved in the prosperous future that he promised me, and I see I still have more road travel, ie further. It gives me joy, because that is what I feel, looking back and seeing how they move this stage of my life. Despite the pain and suffering. It was worth trusting. Worth the wait.
And now, I feel within me a new force, which leads me to think every day a new time for me and my daughters. God gives me the ability to follow for the good of the three. This is what I most desire.
